Can't sleep

Cancelled my today appointment
Really cannot think....cannot do my job....
Not enough sleep....
I have not sleep any eversince i come back home....
Almost 12 hours without sleeping...from 12am - 12pm....

What am i going to do now?
Where can i go?
What can i eat?
Who can i talk to?

Should i tell everyone my expreience or should i keep to myself again?
I'm afriad i can't keep long...i will blasted out???
I will think back...
I will cannot take it...
I will .....


Tears running down from my eyes...hiding in one corner of my room, crying over there....asking why??? asking myself why these few months keep quarreling, mostly all small matters......
why can't she just give in and be more flexible... ?
why every liitle things have to take it so seriously...why??
She getting more and more dislike me...dislike what i have done.....
why can't she be understanding to me....? No one can understand....
No one knows what is actually going on... ?
Should i say or not.....????
Am i totally wrong???
Where is my stand as a bf....???
What did i do wrong??

Is money really so important than love?
Can money buy true love?

Now i understand love is blind....
Love got no contract....
Love cannot last forever.....
You like it you keep..... you don't have the feel you just throw it away....

i know sometimes i might be over do it, over protective
but u must understand i love you...i treasure you...and thats why i am here....
thats why i do all these....
But can u understand in my shoe....?
Can you feel it?

You only think about yourself....
Just as so stuborn that what you want...you want.....
Can you give in to me at times?

Can i just forget abt these 3 years of our relationship?
Can i just be myself....
Can i just get use to it....
Can i just go out alone....
Can i just sleep alone...
Can i just....